What would it be? urge to break away from the routine of life is pushing the other thoughts away from my mind...the only components i need are awareness of what i want, courage to pursue it and strength to bear the consequences...i dont even know what i want but just the inner turmoil that am not living and just pulling along as days go by.
How complacent am i? this is not what i want to do and there is no sense of fulfillment...how i wish i was different..an artist lost in her paintings, author living in the magical world of her book or someone creative who would live for what they are doing and find the hardwork as enjoyable as the final product.
I wonder if am at the dither end of finding the right path or there is some more wrong paths in my journey...as days go by, destiny seems far far away.
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wow, intense! I think deep within u know what u what...and u should go and get it! I know u can!
Thanks babe...but u know mostly confused and confident as though i know all:)...so amidst all this, i still havent figured that which wud make me feel like i belong or am doing something worthwhile:(
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